okay....

[.๑whovian๑.]

Okay.

This isn't working.

At all.

It kills me to write this.

But....

For the next few weeks...or....months....

FOR SOME TIME.

I'm leaving.

I just cant do this, it's not working. Here's the shpeal. (shpeel? idk)

I have a shitload of stuff to do (pardon my French)

Every day.

All week.

These things include:

• 2 AP Classes, one of them science.
  
• my horse who already doesn't get ridden enough.
  
• overall....i get about 1-5 hours of homework each night.
  
• im trying to get into some selective colleges, and therefore need good grades in said AP classes....some thing that is NOT happening right now....AT ALL.
  
• practicing instruments
  
• and on top of that, I have three hours of total commuting just to get to and from school.
  

I tend to procrastinate.
I'm not the best at time management, and this isn't helping.

SO

Until I get my life sorted out.

I'll be gone.

[.:.Gambler.:.]

Nuuu!!!!

You need something to keep you sane. Yes, it's all well and dandy that you have a million and one things to do for school, riding, and everything, but if you try to do all those things and not relax at all, it never helps, and could just make you end up like I did in highschool toward the end...burned out and insane.

Sometimes "selective" colleges mean nothing in the long run-you might as well have fun at school and not kill yourself working before you're an adult then waste your childhood away. School isn't everything. Grades aren't everything, and sometimes you can get a better education and a cheaper education at a community college because you can actually understand what is going on and actually have a teacher to ask for help as opposed to paying a shit load of money for lecture classes that you end up never actually getting to ask the teacher anything.

Granted, I'm probably just saying this to get you to stay. I ended up going to a community college, and I would say I'm a hell of a lot better off than some people that toiled away for four years and couldn't find a job. I graduated after two years, had a nicely paying job within two months of finishing my license.

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Aw, nuuuuuuuu!! O.O I wish I had some advice, but sadly, I do not.

[.๑whovian๑.]

LOL I love you guys!!! Naw, don't worry, I'll still hang around I was just super depressed yesterday because I'd gotten a 1 out of 13 on a quiz and i was super pms-y.

Yeah, I like fun WAY too much to actually spend all my time studying, but it doesn't take up enough of my time actually. I need to study more and play a little less...I play plenty on the weekends, and I play plenty without setting up guidelines and i probably still will even with guidelines.

Never fear Khan, I shall be around. My posting just might come less frequently.....at best, by Christmas I'll be back full swing. At worst....after finals which would be in February.

Goldy, it's fine that you don't need advice, I love knowing I'm loved to both of yoU!!!!!!!!

I SHALL RETURN.

I SHALL NEVER LEAVE.

[Velnias]

Phew. GOOD. Thought we'd lost you there! See, you feel how I feel. So I am feeling your pain, believe me. So you have naught to worry about. We'll be the two Christmas fellas. If I am going to get ANY posts done, it will DEFINITELY be over Christmas Break.

I've entertained, though, the idea of not roleplaying during the school year, period. In fact, this year will probably be the last year I'll be able to rolplay DURING the year. So it will be my last FULL year of roleplaying. Ever. Scary.

I do have a Thoroughred who needs to be ridden four days a week, I'm practicing for my first full swing Debate tournament, I leave for Russia in a week, and haven't packed yet, I'm having some serious depravation and world-anger issues, and frustration with life issues, and my mom's having her rough ride, too, so I have been swamped. So sorry, guys. So I need to ask y-all if you agree that this war HAS to be over by this summer's end? Well, now that I say it I don't know if it's possible. Or desirable. But I sort of have this dream that I may be able to roleplay into sophomore year if, ideally, I have a lot fewer characters. And then again, next year I WILL finish Nanowrimo. So we've got to at least reach the high point of this war through summer. Doable? Not?

[.:.Gambler.:.]

-.- I never had a horse to train. I was always a firm believer in having to save up to pay and buy and care for my own horse, which is way to expensive in this area.

Yall worried me...no one was on for a few days I thought that it had died. -cries- you scared me guys.

[.๑whovian๑.]

Yeah.....full time RP is probably nearing it's end for me as well, but I'll just have to play it by ear. Exciting about your pony!!!

Yes, I think it should be doable, the war plot. I think that we should do a little re-planning, because what we had going ruffles was going to take five years. We need to narrow it down. O.o.

Awe khanny.....<3

we're just not as active as other sites. Can't be helped. Just who we are, but we always come back, and probably will for quite a while.

[.:.Gambler.:.]

Doable yes. But, not with how slow we all reply.

I think the big problem with how slow we all reply is how long our replies are. Yes, 1000+ words take a loooong time. And yes, they're pretty...but...they're not the most efficient.

So, in short, I think for plot specific posts, we need to have a word maximum of 1500 words. The 3000+ word posts take too long to type and too long to read and too long to reply to. Sites I've been on that had like, within hour replies were always only about 800 word replies. (I remember the first time I hit 800 words...gosh I was so excited.)

What do you all say, doable?

[Velnias]

Agreed, Khanny. 1500 word limit. But can I splurge a few times maybe? JUST with Devil?? He's my favorite big boy, after all...

I totally agree though; not only is it quicker but in fact, I think if I were to stop earlier in my replies, it does save a bit of mue so I'm not just letting it all flow out into one post. Good idea.

Ahh! I'd never ever leave you guys! I would literally have to be dragged away from this sight by death's cold fingers. However, I'm gonna have to trust you two wih something. I am getting on a plane Siberia-bound in a week, so I'll have to figure out some way to rig the ccount in case, I dunno, the plane has an accident. I'm very phobic. I just don't ever plan on leaving you guys behind! EVAH.

And yes, we may need to trim the plots down just a LITTLE...my fault entirely. xD Umm...if you guys have nothing more to do than type sometime between now and Christmas, if you want to tel me what you want to keep/cut, that you can remember...and send it to me? I'll work on it after that. Just be careful with Devil, pweeease? That is, ya now, if you have time, and believe me, I get it if you don't!

[.:.Gambler.:.]

None of my character plots are important. The only entertaining character I have is Xena, so we could cut out some of the rest. Peter...I've lost focus on him already. -sigh-

[Velnias]

Buuu....but all of your charries are important, Khanny! I happen o love ll of them! I mean, think...if I can upkeep thirty some-odd characters (and I can, just uhh, not at the present moment) then you can hopefully handle yours! And besides, the fewer they are, the difference between yours and mine, yours can be more different and unique. Whereas some of mine come out pretty similar.

-sigh- 'Tis my fault. I'll find a way to fix it, somehow...

[.๑whovian๑.]

I've made a mess guys!!!!! My horse is in two relationships at the same time.........O.o one of them is from TP but it's new on here, and one of them wasn't on TP but has been on here for a bit.....O.o. I suppose since one is a goddess and one is a mortal it could work out....but i have no idea what is going to happen.

:/

[.:.Gambler.:.]

Err...I thought the whole point of me bringing Xena back was because Nakoma wasn't ending up with Bristile.

I'll pull her out. I don't want to ruin anything. Sorry...

I didn't mean to make a mess of everything. Now I'm just complicating everything. I shouldn't have brought them back.

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Okay, sorry I haven't been keeping up with this post. Swamped with musenessless right now. Urrrgh, my brain hurts. School is terrible! Tests, tests and guess what? More freaking tests!! Sorry...I feel better now. XD

But the war. Let's see, I think we can get to the big parts by the end of the summer. The rest, I dunno. *shrugs* I don't have many important characters. Just Diablo. And he's a flake, lol. Wicca could be in some of the main plots. She's...er, erratic. And swings from one side to the other. She just can't decided can she? o.O Haha, but she's a fun one to role play. I think I had her join the rebel recruits...for now. No telling what she will do next.

I also have Ganandorf. His size will come in handy, but he hates to fight. Spitfire could help the rebels. I think. If she can settle down enough to follow orders. xDD Falkon probably won't be doing much and neither will the twins, Summer Heat and Infinant Cold. They're just...there. Tempest Wind, uuuhhhhmm, I haven't RP'ed her yet. We'll see. She might turn out to be a bad guy if she's influanced enough. I think I spelled that wrong, but I'm using the quick reply. o.O Anyways.

There's also Dawn's Approach. She's just mental. Stuck in childlike ways. She's like a filly in a mare's body, and so doesn't care who she hurts with her lies. Wonder how her wordweaving could help in the war?

Okay, I think I named them all. Oh! I forgot. Necromancer. He's my most evil character. He's "mother nature's evil side" and can call upon animals such as wolves or vultures to help him in fights. So that will aid the bad guys in the war. > Hehehe. So yeah, there we go. That's all I think. I'll shut up now. =p

Goldy